ASSALAMUALAIKUM !

ok.. sekrg bru dpt smbng blik.. well .. smlm cuzzy dtg rmah n xbgus la jgk kn klau syok jari ni men d  papan kekunci kn3..ok.. dh ckup cita sal 2.. now i wan to talk bout me.. on 21 MARCH 2013 SPM RESULT was officlly announcd.. and u noe wat >>!! guess wat ??!!haha.. yarrrr.. i went there.. to my beloved maktab ..  MAKTAB RENDAH SAINS MARA KOTA KINABALU !!!
its the collest maktab ive ever known.. yla.. bru strictkn undang2 dy.. besa la 2.. spa la yg xpenah break the rules kn.. cba angkt tgn sikit .. *aku aku*.. eleh.. xyah nk prasan sgt la kn.. back 2 my story..

OTW KE KK :)

at first , aq mmg xnk pgy ambik result.. can u imagne 7 hours drive  then bla tegk result plak.. hurmmm.. xyah ckp la kn.. huhu.. tyme kuar result 2 abh mmg xbole kluar daerah.. its becoz ap yg ngah happen kt sbh skrg ni.. so suma polis standby.. then abh suru my abg yg p hntar.. but the problem is kreta dy ngah ad problem..so.. pendekkn cita mmg keta dy bnyk kali meragam la.. dkt 5 kli kmi kna stop untuk refill air..2 yg mlmbtkn lg 2.. so lbey krg kul 11 mlm la bru kmi smpai bndr kk..then cari hotel..trus tido..huhu.. wat a tiring day kn.. so ..sleeping laa ....


21 MARCH 2013 : TODAY IS THE DAY !

I woke up ngn perasaan yg ntah la.. mmg xbole nk ckp ap la kn maw describe 2 feelings.. mixed ! as usual la... klau maw ambik result aq msti lost my appetite,, tyme dorg brekfes,, aq tgok jak la.. ehehe.. mmg xrsa lpar la kn tyme 2.. so hbis brekfes kmi pn direk p mktb.. my fren kep on txtng me tny kt mn dh2.. tyme 2 masi awl.. around 9 am la jugk.. oh ya.. i cme wit my bibi.. hehe..lpa ckp..smpai kt mktb plak org first yg aq nmpk is AZZEM JERRRR.. mmg awkward gilak la tyme smpai 2.. org pn tgok len2 kn.. haha.. malu malu malu.. mcm la xpenah blajar sna.. pdahal 5 taon sda d sna 2.. kmi pn trun la.. n i txt yanie tnya dy kt mna.. she said jdy bru kuar rumh... so i txt dee 2 fetch me kt pndok.. hehe.. yaaa... i noe im pamperd..hehe.. but.. ko gila?!! nk jln sorg2?? haha.. mmg x la kn.. hehe.. dee pn merelakn drinya p ambik aq kt pndok.. hehe.. tq dee.. i love u so much ! aq pn p la tggu d luar dewan.. kptusan blum kna umum kowt.. penat baq hangggggg mnggu.. p lepak lg ngn genk2 sentap.. mantap uollssss... mmg bez sgt2 la tyme 2.. hehe..lgpn yanie blum dtg lg kn...tggu jak la smbil buat ketpt bnyk2.. wakakakkakkak...so..about 11.30 g2 bru la ckgu bwak trun slip.. n i was lyke.. blank.. xtaw maw bwat ap.. should i go pgy ambik or juz stay mcm tunggul?? haha.. mcm b***h gak kn.. haha.... p bwat bnda len dlu laa.. lg pn pnya la men pnjg brisan.. xkn la maw pgy jgk kn *alasan* hehe... soooo....

ITS A BRAND NEW DAY, NEW WORLD, NEW LYFE !! ASSALAMUALAIKUM ..

hehe.. now bru ad msa maw update blog.. ya.. as the title of the post.. MENGHITUNG HARI .. almaklumlah.. aq ni kn SPM LEAVER .. ya.. leaver.. hari khamis ni result kuar dh... nah mula la perjalanan hidup yg baru.. seyezly.. SAYA TAKUT SANGAT99.. ni penentu hidup kowt.. punya la cuak.. n sbgai pnghibr hati di kala jiwa xtnang ni.. aq pn p la bwt kecoh.. buat bsing mcm ap sak.. smpai smua org aq bwak gado..pnya la.. pastu sikit2 nangis .. *ya..aq taw ni agk poyo .. tp.. itulah aq..haha..hrap2 usaha slama ni membuahkan hasil la kn.. k la.. maw tdur.. esok grak sda p kk..hehe.. adios.. THERES NO LAPTOP AT DIS HOUSE .. !! I MEAN THE PERFEC ONE LAA .. NI PN BLACK N WHTE JAAK NI .. I CANT SEE ANY PCTRE ! ANY COLOR ! OGOD .. CPT2 LA AD LAPTOP .. LEN GILAK MCM NII .. 

AND .. HERE IT BEGIN ..NOW KN MMG GAWAT LA SDA DKT SNI .. I CANT GO OUT IF THE SITUATION IS NO GOOD.. WELL ITS OL BCOS OF THE AS***** SULTANATE OF SULU "KONONNYA".. YUCKS !! MCM MAW MNTAH AQ SEBUT GILAK .. GO DIE LA U WIT ALL URE PEOPLE .. HIDUP TU JGN LA MNYSHKN ORG BHA .. N MY TEARS NI MCM CANT STOP SUDA .. WELL U NOE LA KN .. MY ABH IS THE PGA'S MEMBER .. KSIAN AQ TGOK DORG .. FKIRAN PN XTENTU .. N MY FAMILY CAN BE CATGRISED AS "POLICE FAMILY". ABH. PACIK AMIN , PACIK TOY , PAMAN , ABG CIK .. SEMUA POLIS.. NAH .. GERIGAU GILAKKK ... AQ PN XTAW LA.. MNA LG MAW FKIR SAL RESULT .. SAL PENCEROBOH NI LG.. MMG LA STRESS SGT99 ...OK. SAYA TAK TAU APA YANG SAYA MEREPEK DALAM ENTRY NI .. NO MAIN TOPIC.. BESALA .. NAMANYA JGK JIWA KACAU KAN.. BESA LA 2 ..MCM2 YG BERMAIN DI KEPALA OTAK NI ..  2 JAK LA..

#YA ALLAH .. PERMUDAHKAN LA PARA PERAJURIT NEGARA MENUMPASKAN MUSUH2 YANG DURJANA .. LINDUNGILAH MEREKA YA ALLAH .. BANTULAH MEREKA DALAM PERTERMPURAN YANG BAKAL TIBA NANTI YA ALLAH .. AMIINNN YA RABAL A LAMIN  ya .. im not an active blogger .. bbkn ap .. but smetymes no idea bha .. i wrote dis pun sbb rsa mcm long tyme ago sda x post anythng .. huhu .. juz wan 2 express my feeling bha dis..theres no one wan 2 talk 2  with bha .. its gettng harder n harder day  by daytggu result ni .. mcm ntah aa.. becelaru . huh.. ntah la. 2 jak la yg maw ckp skrg  ni.. gtg .

Yaaa... slama ni sy hlang sbb sy brtapaaa ..... !! (mrepek )

sy sbnrnya dlm dilema !! mcm mn ni..?? im not cnfdnt wit my result yg otw ni.. 2 la sibukkn dri ..(sbnrnya tgk tv jak pn)... i dont noe wat 2 doo..

o ya.. on 21st of january .. ibu sppsd 2 operate bha.. so .. aq , angah n abg dut pgy la pagi2 lg.. kmi p la cri ibu kt blik dy.. but dy xdak kt sna.. round2 la kt ward 2.. jd nurse jap.. so .. otw jln 2.. angh yg prasan whre ibu is located..wakkaka.... (im not wearing my spekbha tyme 2) .. so ibu d letak d sblh knter spy snang d pntau.. so.. kmi pn stay la sna bout 5 to 6 hours .. jam 1330 ad sda nurse dtg maw bwak ibu pgy dewan bedah.. aq ngn ngh pn bwt la lwak2 bdoh untuk menutup kegelisahan yang bersarang d hati kami.. kmi crita2 la smntra ibu tggu turn maw msuk dwan bdah... n aftr ibu msuk abh kol suru kmi blik sbb kmi x mkn lg dri pgi.. so kmi pn blik la n p mkn.. bout 1540 mcm 2 abh kol suro pgy hospital.. abh ckp kt abg dut "siap skrg.bwak adk2 , bibi ngn nenek p hospital. ibu msok ICU !''
tyme 2 xtaw la ap kmi fkir.. mmg xtnang laa...smpai kt hspital plak xbley msok coz bkn msa mlawat..so tggu la ni.. bla dpt masuk plak aq ngn angh tgok la ibu.. tyme ni ibu xsdar lg..tgk kt leher ibu.. aik?? xdak pn bkas na ptong.. xda ap yg brubh pn ..eh.. jap.. lpa plak maw ckp.. ibu aad pnykit MULTINODULAR THYROID.. u c d ..MULTI !ok.. smbng blik.. skali nya..ibu blm kna bdah rpnya.. pnya la men shock ! blom kna bdah tp msuk ICU.. mmg tyme 2 tmbh2 panik laa.. abh plak mmg xtntu arh laa... nsib bek ad angh.. dy yg urus.. abh plak p msuk ICU 2 n p jmp.. besa laa... sp xknal abh kn.. hbis dtg segeromboln dr.. tyme 2 la bru dpt taw knp ibu xkna bdah lg... o2 ibu trun pgy 86.. so dorg xbrani bdah... esknya plak.. awl2 pagi lg aq d hspital sda.. abh ckp ibu sda bole dischrge.. lg kmi trkejut...cn u imgne..?mcm ni bha dy pnya pathway ... ( siap sedia p dwn bdah smbil crita2 n ktwa -> msuk dwn bdah -> msuk icu -> esoknya dischrge) .. mmg la.. kmi ktwa jak... 

so slma 4 ary 2 aq dok ulang alik hspital ngn rmh jak.. n betmbh2 plak minat aq maw smbng medic niii....
2 jak pn np aq hilangg.. huahhahahhha  currently kolling wt kimie aje !!